Here Goes!

Weigh in is today.  I suppose, since everyone keeps changing it.  Anyway, I brought the scale in for today.  We figured it's summer and people are always off on Mondays or Fridays.  I guess it makes sense.

@ TL - I don't think it's cheating if they want to gain weight to lose weight.  I mean seriously, they will now have to lose more weight (even if it comes off easier initially)  I'm glad they had at it.  If you have to 'gorge' before a contest, you have an eating problem.  Just my opinion.  I have a lack of motivation problem, not so much the eating. 

@ Sarah - I really don't care if I win or lose this one.......seriously.  But they really have made life hell for me the last few months..... part of which was the "who's lunching with who today" problem.  OH MY GOD.  We've gone beyond high school, we have managed to time travel back to middle school.   Which has nothing to do with weight loss so I'll stop right there. 

I haven't done real well with much of anything.   I have managed to be more careful about my food choices although last night's pizza on the grill was not a good choice but it was OUTSTANDING.  It tasted just like a wood burning oven pizza would.  Anyway, what I'm most having trouble with is sleeping.  I have woken up at 2 am the last 3 nights.  I fall back to sleep around 4 or 4:30 which has made it increasingly difficult to get up and exercise in the morning..........which is my preferred time of day for that.   After work is difficult because I want to spend time with CJ. (that's my son, Sarah)  I took my camera out last week for a walk in the park and I was gone for a couple of hours but I really felt guilty when I came home and it was dark.  I know he's 17 but I also don't want him to think that because he's 17, my time with him is any less precious. 

Ummmmm........sorry.  Back to the contest........ Wish me motivation!!!!!