Oy

Sorry Ladies!  Between work, my blog, taking pictures for kicks, Project 365 which is now in year 2 (woot woot) and you know, like regular 'house' stuff, I've slacked and clearly lacked in responding.  My focus or more precisely, lack of focus,  has gotten the better of me.  Now.... apology #2....ummmm...well.....ummmmm.... in a still mind boggling way, we wound up starting a 'fat man' contest at work yesterday.  I was pretty sure I was out of contests and just wanted to get myself motivated again without being in a contest.  Yet somehow, this became a personal quest for me.  I'm not really all that competitive but with all the hell I have been going through at work, the truth of the matter is, I just want win.  And by that I mean, I don't just want to win.....I mean, I WANT TO BEAT THEIR ASSES.  I don't know if I really can, a couple of them have a whole lot more weight to lose than me, but I've got puh-lenty to lose myself.  I am the highest weight I've been in 12 years.  DIS.GUST.ING

The first weigh in is next Monday.  I was ready to start next week, but everyone else wanted to wait until after our Big Ole Work Picnic next weekend.  They intend to party up this weekend.  Eat as much as they can this weekend and next and get their drink on.  Good for them!!!!

My intention is to start my pattern this week.  Even if my weight is a little slightly lower to start, the truth is, I'll already be in a rhythm and I'll already have kick started my metabolism.  Let them eat and drink all they want.  Come next Monday morning, I'll already have a week of some positive change in my pocket and will be that much closer to forming a pattern. 

I guess I should be thankful they've made work hell for me in the last few months, cuz I'm gonna kick some wieght lose ass!!!!!   :-)